Glenneith Burgess

My Darling husband today would of been our 49th wedding anniversary.I woke up earlier than usual. First thoughts were on you as always.Instead of it being a joyful day today is a very sad day for me.I miss you so much words can't describe just how much. Every moring that I reach out to the other side of the bed you 're not there. Its like abad long dream that I want to awake out of but can't because it's not a dream.Reality then comes to me.My heart is broken all over again.Tears still flow no matter how hard I try to stop them.I am still so empty inside and broken.Will the pain ever go away? They tell me it will but I think not. I wish we would of had a few more years together but would it of been any easier down the road? I don't think so. I know God has his timing and I guess that his timing is right,even tho it doesn'tseem that way to us.We had so many dreams and plans still yet, and now they are all gone never to be fulfilled.Shannon and Britt took me to breakfast this morning.They are really busy with the church but always make time for me.I appreciate that so much.Tonight I am going to dinner with Carla and Tim their anniversaryis the same as ours.I think 27 years for them.Carla calls every day. I am truly blessed to have my children and grandchildren here.Tyrell still comes over every day just like he always did when you were here.I had wondered if he would.Jared and Echo came the other day and Jared cut my grass and helped me weed my flower beds.Amanda is back here I hope and pray she does good.She seems to be doing good.I thank the Lord for our children and grangchildren.I am also thankful for the church they have been so good to me. I am thankful for a great big God thats always mindful of me. My Darling you will always live in my heart.I miss you so much!  Your loving wife Rose

You never know what you have until its gone. I miss you so much today, my heart aches and feels likes it shattering into pieces, but i know that you would want us to be strong, and hold on. I wish you were here today, and know your missed dearly by many. You were a great man of God, and a wonderful grandfather. I can only cherish those good times, and the hope of seeing you one day again. Love you forever and you will hold such a dear place in my heart, and i so wish there was a chance to say things to you today but I know your watching down from Heaven and see these things i wish to share.

The last couple of days you have been on my mind and heart. It seems whenever I listen to the vibrant praise CD, I think of you and start crying. You would have been so proud of the girls and their cd. You would have been so proud of the work of God being done in our church. Sometimes I look to where you should be standing on the rostrum and I can almost imagine you still being here. I wish with all my heart that I had gone with Jared and Dawson to visit you in the hospital that Monday morning. You had asked where I was; I had decided to stay home and thought that I would come visit you after your surgery, during recovery. Had I gone to visit you before, I would have told you how much I love you and how blessed and thankful I was to have had you as my pastor for 28 years. I will always regret having not gone, my heart aches because of it. I miss you. 

Don't have much to say. Just want to say I miss you. Life will never be the same without you. No matter how much attention one puts to a relationship it never seems to be enough when it's gone. Love you so much. Wish you were here.

Well i don't come here much but decided to see if It could help me out.I had a hard time over the holidays and for some reason can't seem to get it together. I think i'm doing ok then it all comes back again. It seems i'm sinking deeper  and deeper instead of getting better. I miss you and i have to try to deal with it in my own way but what makes it harder is watching my mother I know shes suffering and theres nothing I can do. i just wish i could fix it but I can't. i have always been strong and seem like i could fix things but this is one thing i cant fix for myself mustless for my mother and it is so hard, sometimes i wander if i will make it.
     I had my youngest granddaughter today and she ask me if grandpa was ever gonna come back,the hardest thing i have ever had to say was no honey i dont think so. I wanted to say so bad he'll be home soon. Instead i had to say we would see you in heaven someday. I just doesn't seem right. I wish you was here with me now, call me selfish if you want but that is how i feel. well.